Dear Debt,
It’s been so long since we last spoke.
We’ve been on quite a journey, huh?
We met as a teenager at the ripe old age of 17. You were so alluring with your promises, telling me all my dreams would come true. I never doubted you, not even once.
But then troubled times hit. You started to drain me emotionally and financially. I lost myself in you and didn’t know who I was without you. As much as I tried to fight it, you consumed every fiber of my being.
I was tired of fighting. I was tired of being defined by you. I wanted to take back me.
So I started talking about you to all my friends. I started writing about your conniving ways. I shared my struggles, my dreams, and my hopes of overcoming you with the world.
By opening myself up to others and not living in the persecution of my head, or in the shadow of your image, I started to connect with others. I believed I was more than my debt and that I could overcome you.
That even as dysfunctional as our relationship is, that I could become my own person and remedy the mistakes left in your wake.
And from this, I’ve built a community of people all working against you – a group of friends, mentors, and confidantes that inspire me to do better. Somehow, I’ve even created a career that was born out of struggle.
My pain became my passion. And herein lies the silver lining.
I’ve found a new path. You haven’t changed, but my relationship to you has changed. You no longer have absolute power over me. I’ve taken back my life and I’m happier than ever.
So while I still hate you and everything you represent, I have to thank you for making me stronger, making me work harder, and giving me a different path in life.
Best,
Melanie
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10 comments
Wow. Powerfully said! Talk about transforming a challenge into an opportunity!
Yes! I spoke to my friend a few weeks ago about everything and she said, “Melanie! Your problems are now your solutions!” I liked that!
“My pain became my passion.” I love that sentence Melanie and love you! So glad to finally have met you in person at FinCon and as we discussed, there is balance to life, and if you just wait for the silver lining, it will reveal itself, it just takes time. So glad that you are seeing yours!!
The ebb and flow of life — life is cyclical and when in a downturn, there will be sunshine right around the corner. I love you too girl, you were the highlight of my trip! SO MUCH FUN.
“You no longer have absolute power over me.” Love this letter Melanie! I’m so glad that you know you are so much greater than the sum of your debt.
Thank you! I feel like me and the debt are in a good place, lol. SO glad we could meet this past weekend. You are a doll.
I love this letter! Debt can no longer use its Jedi Mind tricks on you. You are the Master now.
You go girl! Love this message. We are all working to kick debt out of our lives, and in a weird way, it has connected us. I know I would have never started blogging had it not been for my student loan debt. It’s kind of convoluted!
Above all, my student loans, aka my debt, has made me stronger. I’m so glad I found the pf community. It’s fun to be a part of a group battling for the same overall goals!
Me too! So glad you are here, Brandy.