I have to forget about you tonight. Forget about responsibility, forget about money, forget about time. Just for a minute. Ok? I’m still recovering from all the work I did to try to get rid of you. I’m still tired. I’m still eager. I’m still lost. I just need to re-fresh.
I have to be me. I can’t deal with the pressure anymore. I have to go one day, one minute without thinking of you.
I know your ego can’t handle it, but I’m a person, too. I’m working hard. I’m trying. I’m up and down. Sometimes I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs about my successes and other times I feel like hiding; not talking to anyone. This is not important. This is ridiculous. Who am I kidding anyway? Surely, not you.
I don’t want to share my thoughts. I don’t want to share my opinions.
I am sick of talking about you. For someone who doesn’t matter to me, why do you matter so much?
I will see you in my dreams.
Currently she puts more than 50% of her income towards debt, while living a frugal, fun life. In addition to her love of personal finance, art and music, she is also a karaoke master. Follow the adventure @DearDebtBlog.
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